Surviving Mosh Pits

EDIT!!!!!!!! When I said "which I did not take part in* I was only referring to the throw downs.  I did do the rest.

So, I'm at Kayla's house, and we went to this really awesome Christian rock concert.  With Open Eyes, Shine Bright Baby, and Whispers Among the Chaos played.  There was a bit of moshing, a chain, thrashing and throw downs (which I did not take part in), and much much headbanging.  It was amazing.  I suggest you all go to a concert where at least one of the sets has some screaming.  Christians can rock out more than most people, despite what you may think.  We are hardcore.  The mosh pit was fun, but slightly painful.  There was a lot of pushing and falling.  AMAZING.  All of the bands were amazing.  I suggest you check all of them out (except for Whispers among the Chaos, as I couldn't find a link).  If you have never been to a real rock concert, then you need to get your butt over to one in the next few months.  It was the most fun I've had in a while.

    Just because Kayla  is not the only one that can include those "you had to be there" conversations, here's a conversation that happened on my calculator in English.

"IM GONNA KILL YOU"
"THANKS, PIANO MAN" (no, I did not call him piano man)
"IM GONNA EAT YOU"
"IM GOING TO KILL YOU WITH MEDIEVAL TORTURE"
"IM GONNA KILL YOU WITH MIDDLE AGES TORTURE"
"IMA RIP YO BRACES OFF"
"OK YOU WIN"
 That was completely irrelevant and not funny unless you were one of the two of us, but I felt the need to include it.

Sexy: Mosh pits and headbanging
Unsexy: The injuries and horrible hair that followed.

Harry Potter Survey

General
Are you obsessed with Harry Potter?
Of course.  And all of the people in the fandom.
Could You Prove That Statement In Court?
Definitely.  I have proof.
Do You Know Any Of The Characters Middle Name’s?
No! *is sarcastic*
What’s Hermione’s?
Jean
What’s Ron’s?
Bilius
What’s Harry’s?
James
What’s Ginny’s?
Molly
Have You Seen All The Movies?
Si, amigo.
Read All The Books?
*smacks head* What kind of question is that? OF COURSE I HAVE!
What Do You Think Of JKR?
She pretty near the top of my long list of role models and she created my life.

Favorites
Weasley?
Arthur.  He's extremely quirky and sweet.
Character, Overall?
Dumbeldore or Luna.  It's a tie.
Female Character?
Luna Lovegood

Male Charcter?
Sirius.  I have a little crush on him.
Group Of Characters?
Dumbledore's Army.
Adult?
Sirius.
Professor?
Snape.  Don't judge me.
Ship?
Dramione all the way.
Spell?
Expecto Patronum.

Sweet?
Blood Pops.  Those things are nommy
Place?
The Burrow
Weasley Twin?
Fred.
Product?
Wands. 

Shop?
Weasley Wizard Wheezes

Least Favorites
Weasley?
Percy
Character, Overall?
Umbridge
Female?
Umbrudge
Male?
Peter Pettigrew
Adult?
Umbridge
Student?
Pansy Parkinson
Spell?
Avada Kadavra.  I don't approve of killing.
Book?
The first time I read them I didn't like CoS as much as the rest...
Ship?
Pansy/anyone. I don't like her.
Sweet?
Cockroach Clusters.
Death Eater?
Barty Crouch Junior.  Especially since David Tennant plays him and I can't view him as a bad guy.

Shop?
Borgan and Burkes. (is that how you spell it?)
Place
Knockturn Alley.

Professor?
Umbridge.

Couples? What Do You Think?
Ron/Hermione?
It's canon and I thinks it's sweet.
Harry/Hermione?
No.  Just no.
Harry/Ginny?
Eh. Okay.
Harry/Luna?
I think it's cute, but I prefer Neville/Luna
Harry/Pansy?
NO NO NO NO
Ron/Lavander?
No.  I don't like her and Hermione gets all depressed when that happens.
Ron/Luna?
Eh...
Ron/Pansy?
Didn't I already say PANSY GETS NO ONE!
Ron/Fleur?
Um. No.
Hermione/Krum?
They were cute.
Hermione/Draco?
A MILLION TIMES YES!!!!!!!!!! 
Hermione/FredORGeorge?
Maybe...
James/Lily?
Yes, but I don't like teenage James much.
Lily/Snape?
YES!!!!!!! (click the link)
Lily/Sirius?
Not really.
Lily/Lupin?
Maybe.
Tonks/Lupin?
Of course
Draco/Pansy?
NO! I THOUGHT WE ALREADY ESTABLISHED THIS!
Fred/Angelina?
No. George is with Angelina and Fred is dead, so I don't think it would work...
Bill/Fleur?
Not really, but it's canon, so...
Harry/Cho?
NO NO NO NO NO! I don't like her.
This Or That?
Harry or Ron?
Harry.  Ron gets on my nerves more than Harry does.
Hermione or Ginny?
Hermione.
Neville or Seamus?
Neville.  Ima marry me some Neville.
Snape or Slughorn?
Snape.
Fred Or George?
Fred
Harry/Ginny or Harry/Hermione?
Harry/Ginny
Ron/Hermione or Harry/Hermione
Ron/Hermione

Harry/Hermione or Harry/Luna?
Harry/Luna
Ron/Hermione or Ron/Luna?
Ron/Hermione
Hermione/Krum or Harry/Hermione?
Hermione/Krum
Ron/Lavander or Ron/Hermione?
Ron/Hermione
ButterBeer or Fire Whiskey?
Butterbeer
Zonko’s or Weasley’s Wizarding Wheezes?
Weasley's Wizarding Wheezes.
Hog’s Head Or The Three Broomsticks?
The Three Broomsticks.
James/Lily or Snape/Lily?
Snape/Lily
Hogwarts or Hogsmeade?
Hogwarts.
Hogsmeade Or Diagon Alley?
Diagon Alley.
Malfoy Manor or Knockturn Alley?
Malfoy Manor.
Beartie Bott’s or Fizzing Whizbees?
Bertie Bott's
Witch Weekly Or The Daily Prophet?
Witch Weekly?
Rita Skeeter or Barty Crouch?
Barty Crouch.  He's dead, so he wouldn't be much of a bother.
Gyrffindor or Ravenclaw?
Gryffindor.
 
Random
Have you Been to A Release Party?
No. =(
Ever cried while reading one of the books?
Yes.  A lot
A Movie?
Not much, but yes

Books or Movies?
Definitely books.
Had A Dream About Harry Potter?
A few times
Been To A Fansite?
Yup
Been to JKR’s Site?
Been on her site since before I was really part of the fandom.
Have You Ever Roleplayed?
Uh huh.
If So/Do..Who were you/ are you?
Bellatrix.
Did you use to have an absurd theory?
Erm... probably.
What was it?
I don't remember...
Did you/Do you hide your obbsession?
No. I EMBRACE IT!
Did it/ Does it work?
Of course embracing it works.
Ever dressed up like a Character? For Halloween or Just No Reason at all?
Yes.
Ever noticed That You can’t “Spell Hermione without Ron”?
Nope.
Did you just try to prove that wrong?
Actually, yes.
Notice That If Harry&Hermione Got Married They’d Have EXACT Same Intials?
Yes.  Then I realized that Hermione's initials would become HGP or HJGP after she got married...
Did you just try to prove that wrong?
Well, I guess in a way.
Have you noticed That Lily Evans And Ginny Weasley are alot alike?
Yes.
Do you find it wierd that Harry & His Dad Fell In Love With Girls So ALike?
Not at all.
Do you know what fanfiction is?
Yeah...
Ever Been To A Fanfiction site?
Yes.
Do you read fanfiction?
Yep.
If so, do you like it?
yes.  The good ones that aren't too OoC
Are you a member of a fanfiction site?
Yeah
What site?
http://www.fanfiction.net

Do you write fanfiction?
Not much.
Do you like to write fanfiction?
yes, but I hardly ever do.
Ever had Harry Potter Candy?
Yep. Nommy.
Do you own a lot of Harry Potter Stuff?
Eh. Not really.
Do you have Harry Potter Scene It?
No. =(
Do You Have A Harry Potter Shirt?
2 and one homemade shirt.
What Character Are You Most Often Compared Too?
Bellatrix, though I like to think I'm a bit like Luna.
Do You Agree With This?
I do have insane hair.
Do You Have Any Nicknames That Have To Do With Harry Potter?
Yup.
What Are They?
Bella and Harry Potter nerd
Do you object to being Called By them?
Not at all.
Are Your friends Supportive of your obsession?
The ones that share it. The others think I'm crazy (which I am)
Do you have any inside jokes that relate to Harry Potter?
Oh yes.  A lot.
What’s One?(You don’t have to explain)
Your hair is so magical.  That was Kayla's, but I'll keep it because it's my favorite.
Do you relate a lot of things to Harry Potter?
Everything finds some way to relate to Harry Potter.
Do you love being obsessed With Harry Potter?
I don't reckon I would be obsessed if I didn't like being obsessed.
Do you wish that you went to Hogwarts?
Yes.  Tons.
Have you re-read the books?
Yes.  Many times over.
Have you had A Harry Potter Themed Party?
Some day in the near future.
Have You Had An RP Party?
No.
Do You Want To?
Maybe.
Have you ever read a Harry Potter Musical?
No, but I've watched one.

Have You Ever Wrote One?
No, and you mean written, am I correct?
Do You Want To?
Not really.
Have you ever entered A Contest TO Win Something Harry Potter?
Yep
If You Wrote A Hogwarts Musical Would You Let People Read it
No.
Are You Going To Write One?
No
IS The Musical Thing Annoying You?
Not really.

Am I more annoying than Rita Skeeter?
If you were this would have ended long ago.

If I Were in The Hunger Games...

I would convince every good perrson that wasn't suicidal to team up with me and then we would fight the Capitol by protecting eachother and sharing resources.  Then either we would all win, or only one of us would, but either way the person who won wouldn't have done it by murdering everyone in sight.  That would make the Capitol the maddest and would spark hope in the rebel that if they all come together they can overthrow the Capitol and be happy.  That is all. Oh, and to let you know, the later at night I post my blogs the more emo they get.

FEELINGS

I feel like letting my feelings out on a number of topics, becuase, really, the only people who read this are Kayla and maybe one other person I've never met.  I'm not one YouTube.  I don't sing in a Wrock band.  I'm just that random girl who isn't popular and never will be, even amogst those who are nerds like me.  I'll always be that dork standing in the corner and shoving my way into a group that has at least one person that is friendly to me.  It's always been that way.  I'm not pretty. I *can't* be pretty.  I can straighten my hair and wear tons of make up and go on a diet and wear only Aeropostale clothes, or whatever, but I'll still be a dork.  I don't have social skills.  Even the people that do accept me leave me out, only talking to me every once-and-a-while.  I think that I have amazing friends.  I love them.  But I think that in the end they'll all get tired of me and start drifting away.  The girl that was my best friend until I moved had already started slipping away even before I moved.  And afterwards, there was no hope that we would ever really be close again.  She's now one of the "popular" kids at her school and has a constant flow of boyfriens, where as I've never had a guy like me in my life.  It's kind of depressing.  Sometimes I just have to cry.  Atheists confuse me.  I know that if I didn't believe God was there, I wouldn't last more than the next few months.  Sometimes I still feel as if I've been abandoned.  The guy I like is one of the "popular" people.  He used to be really good friends with Kayla, so I know that he's really an amazing person, but he can be a total jerk.  Even though he is one, everytime he smiles I can't help but smile, too.  It's involuntary.  I just really like his smile.  There are other people that I think I *could* like.  I like them enough and they actually talk to me, but it's not the same.  I tend to talk too much and get really annoying, so maybe I'll start keeping my mouth shut and only answering direct questions from everyone but the few people I really trust.  A few people have told me I'm funny, but I don't think I am.  Keep in mind that two of these people are my little siblings who are easily amused.  Someday I want to gather all of my "friends" and my real ones, too, and tell them to put an "x" on a peice of paper if they've ever said something about me that they wouldn't want me to know they said.  I bet at least half of them would put an "x" if they were truthful.  The only way I can think of to be accepted is to change who I am completely.  I don't want to do that.  I want to be more like Kayla, whom people just seem to love.  I want to be thin and pretty.  But I know that won't happen.  I could go a week without eating more than 200 calories a day and only lose one pound or so.  So a diet definitely wouldn't do anything.  I could go for fat, ugly guys, but I don't like any of them.  Even if I was surrounded by Nerdfighters, I wouldn't make friends with more than a few.  They would all go towards Kayla or someone more popular, like Kara.  As you may be able to tell, I am a little jealous of a lot of people.  And I'm not even that nice of a person.  I have a really bad temper and get annoyed easily.  Maybe that contirbutes to people not liking me.  I don't know.  I don't want to talk about it anymore.

     So, in good news, my friend and I made up a good name for a Wrock band.  No Post on Sundays.  I don't know why I love it that much.  Also, there is a slight possibility that I might see Kayla tomorrow, but it's unlikely.  I finished The Hunger Games around one last night/this morning.  It was so good, but I don't even know what was so addictive about it.  It just was.  I convinced my mom to buy me Catching Fire (which I didn't think I stood a chance of doing) in exchange for me doing a whole lot of cleaning tomorrow.  Oh, the things I do for books. 

Sexy: Nerd boys who love to read, especially if it's Harry Potter they love to read.
Unsexy: Me, but you probably already knew that. =P

This Explains Why I Am Not Fond of Hermione's Parents

Ok.  I know I haven't posted in so long, but I have semi-acceptible excuses.  So, again, I have been absent from the internet.  Lets just say that the only internet things I've been doing lately are email and tweeting via my phone.  Yeah.  And yesterday, Saturday, and friday I watched some Doctor Who and A Very Potter Musical.  I feel ashamed to admit that with my bussiness doing stuff (none of it was very important) I never got past the first few videos of it when they first posted it.  But now I am a few videos into AVPM and I'm in the middle of the first episode of Series 3 of Doctor Who.  I love Doctor Who, but something has been bothering me.  So, one day, Rose gets sucked into this void thingy and is living in the alternate universe with her mum, dad, and Mickey (and the Doctor's clone guy thing, but that hasn't happened yet, so...) and she can never get back to the world with the Doctor and he can never see her again.  Well, way of in Series four (I think) The Doctor meets one of his future companions.  Ok, I hate writing and reading in present tense, so that's over.  That companion girl has his sonic screwdriver.  The Doctor said that's the ultimate sign of love from him, or something.  That's what bothers me.  There are two possibilities.  One: The Doctor manages to die so quickly that he has no time to regenerate and she takes the screwdriver from him.  Two: He never really loved Rose and this girl replaced her and made him forget about her.  I would like to think that the former is true, though I hate the idea of the Doctor dying, simply because I don't like that girl and The Doctor is only allowed to be with Rose.  The latter of the possibilities is the most likely, though.  This one puts the viewer into a kind of anti-Doctor position, but I still love him and he will come from Gallifrey and we will marry.  Just kidding.  I'm not stupid enough to believe that a Time Lord would ever be content with someone that would age and die before him; it would hurt too much.  But if you think about it, how many of the companions has he probably told he loved?  I don't know the answer, but I'm guessing most of them.  Maybe he loved Rose a bit more, but he didn't give her the screwdriver, so he couldn't have loved her as much as they want us to believe.  Enough of this pessimism.  hghhgh.  I was trying to see what would come up if I hit my head on the keyboard.  I think my forehead likes Hayley Hoover.  A lot.  It typed her initials... twice. 

     So, in happier news, I saw my best friend, Kayla, today.  Saying that is kind of pointless, becuase she's probably the only one who reads this, but ah well.  I shall write as if I had readers, anyway.  We looked at stuff in Hot Topic and Rue21 for a while, me loudly gagging whenever I saw anything Twilight.  I hope no Twi-tards were in there.  They might come and kill me while I'm sleeping, but like Edward would.  Then we went to Panera Bread where Kayla complained about the bread in her bread bowl being soggy with soup.  Crazy girl.  Then we went to Books-a-Million and I left Nerdfighter notes in a copy each of Paper Towns, Looking for Alaska, Let it Snow, and An Abundance of Katherines.  I only had four notes.  *shrugs* It made me feel pretty dang awesome, which I am because I am made of Awesome.  If I were to go to Hogwarts, I would be sorted into the House of Awesome along with all the other Nerdfighters and we could fangirl the more popular Nerdfighters and be awesome with all of them.

    After having fun with Kayla, I had to go to the Dentist, which inevitably means me opening my mouth, the dentist telling me to open it wider, and me not being able to open it wider because my mouth is tiny.  Not cool.  I was on FML while I was wainting for the other dentist lady to get in there.  I like that website.  Lot's of love and goodbye!

I almost forgot Sexy/Unsexy!
Sexy: Draco Malfoy in AVPM.  Not the actress, but the character.  I love how every time he enters a room he starts rolling on the floor, chairs, and table.
Unsexy: The fact that I must get up at six tomorrow.  I hate school.

Book of Blood

Ummm. I have excuses.  I have barely been on the internet the past few weeks, and when I am my priorities are email, then twitter, youtube, then blogspot.  Im sorry. I usually never even get through Twitter before my mum yells at me to get off.  In the past I have thought of things to say, but they never made it here.  So, my head will just turn into this blog.  It won't be long.  It won't be deep.  So don't be disappointed.

     I love Charlie (Charlieissocoollike).  Seriously.  If I ever met him I would flip out and try to ignore him and then he would be scared of me because having a twelve-year-old crush on you when you are 18 is not appealing.  Oh well.  I do like someone "real" but he might as well be on the internet.  I have NO chance with him at all.  Not that I have a chance with any guy, but he is waaaaaay out of my league.  He is "popular" and only dates "popular" girls, which I am DEFINITELY not.  Gah.  I dislike life.  Not really, living is cool, but I don't know.  I wish it was easier.  I wish the guy that I am meant to be with was just there, for me to meet and love, and him to love me back.  But that won't happen.  =(

     So, last night I watched a movie called Clive Barker's Book of Blood.  I watched it because the British sexiness that is Jonas Armstrong plays the main character.  If you want to save your stomache then DO NOT WATCH IT!  I turned my head to the couch at really gross parts and I still felt nautious at certain points.  The Mary lady is insane and evil.  I will spoil it only because you should never watch it and so I won't feel bad.  I won't talk about the begining because I don't care about that part.  Except for this one part where this girl's face got ripped off.  That was awful.  *pukes*  So the dead wanted to get their message across, so they literally cut it on Simon (Jonas Armstrong).  The evil Mary woman decied that they should "listen" to the ghosts and decied to offer up Simon to them.  So she would strip and set him up every night (I think it was every night; they didn't say) and the dead would come and cut him.  Then she would read him and wrote books about it.  She got rich off of his pain.  WTF???  He managed to escape and some guy that worked for Mary captured him.  Simon begged to die quickly, so the man cut his throat.  Then they skinned his dead body and put it in a breifcase so that they could preserve the "book".  The man drowned at one point in imaginary blood (one minute he was drowning in it and the next he was dead on the dry floor). At the end Mary held up Simon's skin and the ghosts were still writing on it.  I thought they were going to be like, "Oh. He's dead. Let's go cut that Mary woman instead!"  But they didn't.  Oh well.  The only thing I liked was when Simon was yelling and my mind was screaming "OMG THAT IS SO ROBIN HOOD!!!!!!!!" LOL.  So the moral of the story is don't watch a movie just because one of your favorite actors is in it.  Ok? Because it might make you sick.

Sexy: British guys.  I think I have a Katherines thing going on, just with British guys.  They are just bettter than these stupid Americans.  Even the guy I liked way back in fifth grade had British parents, even though he was born here.

Unsexy: Gross movies.  bleh.  I made the color the closest to blood I could find.

I Think About the Hidden Feelings of Characters Way Too Much

Yeah.  I was really whiny yesterday, then I was talking about how awesome my friends are, then I was talking about the feelings of Doctor Who characters.  And about yesterday's sexy, I like the Tenth Doctor best, but I think that the Ninth and Rose had a special romantic connection that she doesn't share with the Tenth.  He loves her in a different way in that form.  He loves her in the way that he would do anything to save her, but it's just not the same.  I love it how main characters in television shows have someone they love, romantically or not, die or almost die and they would destroy everything in their path to get revenge or save them.  Time for a little Robin Hood.  In one episode Marian was so close to death that she appeared to be dead.   Robin, who usually refrians from killing, was ruthless and brutal, not really caring.  Of course then he finds out that Marian is alive.  In the episode "The Idiot's Lantern" of Doctor Who Rose gets her memory, soul, and face wiped.  The Doctor got so mad and said, "There is no power on this earth that can stop me."  I thought that was nice.  I don't know why, but I just love it when people show their real feelings when the one they secretly love is in danger.  So romantic.

     Enough talk about television and feelings (incedentally, that episode was about television).  I've got a cello now.  It's so pretty, but I have no room in my room to practice.  I need to rearrange my furniture or something.  Also, I am thinking of becoming a vegetarian, but Kayla hasn't told me wheather or not this is a good idea.  One of the only things I'm not sure I can go without is Taco Bell.  I really like Taco Bell and their tacos.  Oh well.  Even if I did try I probably wouldn't stick with it for more than a month or two.

     I haven't liked any backpacks I've seen, and the American Eagle bag that I've been using lately really hurts my shoulder after a while, so I decided to make my own backpack, kind of.  It was my mom's idea.  She suggested buying a plain black backpack and painting, so I did and decided to splatter paint it.  That was so fun!  My brother and sister kept trying to do it and messed up, so I made them leave.  It's so pretty and mathes my belt. =)  So that's all I really have to say.  Bye.

Sexy: This song.  It is so pretty.
Unsexy: The fact that again, I am posting past midnight.  I was always a night owl.